Just Thinking

I'm really alive! We didn't get eaten by lions or trampled by wildebeests or drowned by hippos! I promise a real update soon, maybe even with pictures:) Oooh, betcha can't wait!? Haha, really I will post soon, but until then wanted to share something someone else said that I've been thinking about.

Can we give up all for the love of God? When the surrender of ourselves seems too much to ask, it is first of all because our thoughts about God Himself are paltry. We have not really seen Him, we have hardly tested Him at all and learned how good He is. In our blindness we approach Him with suspicious reserve. We ask how much of our fun He intends to spoil, how much He will demand from us, how high is the price we must pay before He is placated. If we had the least notion of His lovingkindness and tender mercy, His fatherly care for His poor children, His generosity, His beautiful plans for us; if we knew how patiently He waits for our turning to Him, how gently He means to lead us to green pastures and still waters, how carefully He is preparing a place for us, how ceaselessly He is ordering and ordaining and engineering His Master Plan for our good—if we had any inkling of all this, could we be reluctant to let go of our smashed dandelions or whatever we clutch so fiercely in our sweaty little hands?
“We have not loved Thee with our whole heart; we have not loved our neighbors as ourselves.”
If with courage and joy we pour ourselves out for Him and for others for His sake, it is not possible to lose, in any final sense, anything worth keeping. We will lose ourselves and our selfishness.

We will gain everything worth having.

Elisabeth Elliot, The Path of Loneliness